My Story

2007-04-20T23:41:00.000-07:00

Avia: As promise, i already uploaded a few for u to see. Cannot upload all the pic la.. i busy u know...

Andelin: Wanna upload the pic that i took with u, but it seems like i can't... Any idea why? Haha.. end up never upload all the pic. Will take too long..

My big big piece of cake... Luckily got ppl to help me finish... hehe...

All the 3 pic above are all candid shot... When going through all the pic, realised a lot of candid shot... Anyway, not going to upload all the pic, cause there are too many...

2007-04-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

Didn't plan anything for my 21st birthday celebration this year. However really appreciate those who remember my birthday. 21st Birthday celebration @ Aloha on the 13th - 15th April. All thanks to those who hold the suprise celebration @ Aloha for me. It's really wonderful & unforgettable moments for me, and whenever i think back, i believe i will feel fortunate to have your being apart in my 21st birthday celebration with me.

Actual day of my birthday was only spent with one of my close friend. Known her for a long time, and i would said she is in fact one my good friend. Sometimes when u grow older, it is not the number of ppl who remember & celebrate your birthday, however i felt that when birthday is spent with the one u choose to spent with, the feeling is also great.
* will post the pic i took with her on the actual day of my birthday*

All in all, would like to thanks all for the birthday wishes & all those gifts. Would also like to take this opportunity to especially thanks Andelin & bf. I really appreciated it...=)

2007-04-09T07:25:00.000-07:00

Been a long time since I last updated… Been quite busy lately with exams as well as all the work related stuff. Never really get a chance to rest since school ended. Since poly life ended, I would say I very much missed poly life as well as the friends and all the laughter and fun we had. For those who know which industry I joined, I believe your would understand why I said working life is really cruel. Nevertheless, I will not stay long in this industry as I only wanted to give it a try due to the flexibility of being able to work outside as well as juggle the business at the same time.

Anyway for those who msg me regarding my birthday thanks for ur concern, even though I never reply your message.

2007-03-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

Exam ended on 2nd march and officially no need to go to school… Looking back, time really flies and my 3 years of poly had ended. Life in poly to me is filled with almost all wonderful memories. Nevertheless, sometimes there is still disappointment and sadness, but I felt that the wonderful memories already offset the disappointment and sadness. The most wonderful things to me in poly will be the bunch of friends that I get to know, be it from my class or in TEP. Hmm… those 3 years I think all in all it went smoothly for me and really thanks to all those who had work together with me be it during TEP or projects.

For me as usual, I’m still busy or I would say I’m now busier. =) A burden was added on to me, which is helping my uncle in his event management company. He will be out of Singapore so he had no choice but to ask me for help, and worst still I cannot reject. So this left me with more things on top of what I need to do. =(

2007-02-21T22:40:00.000-08:00

February seems to be a month with so much occasions...

14th Feb (wed)
It was the last day of school. No more lecture & tutorials!!! Need to work that day, however managed to take some time off to celebrate Valentine day.

SuRpRiSe As WeLL As EffoRt Is MoRe Than EnOuGh To ToUcH My HeArt... =)

ThAnKs A LoT...

17th Feb (sat)
Was Chinese New Year eve that day. Anyway had reunion dinner with my family & relatives at Pan Pacific. As usual the reunion dinner was always fill with laughter as well as gossips of each other. However, it’s also a time for every one of us to be together and update each other on what is going on. Dinner ended at around 11pm. After which I went to Chinatown with some of my cousins & relatives. Don’t really intend to go Chinatown that day cause was so crowded. Anyway the purpose of going Chinatown that day was to support DJ peifen on her performance. Overall, she performed very well.

18th Feb (Sun)
First day of Chinese New Year. Was out the whole day to visit relatives, however was not really feeling well that day. Both of us didn’t drive that day, so daddy drove the 7 seater family car, however really sorry that my small cousin have to sit on the baby chair that is so small for her and she was complaining how painful it was for her. Overall my chinese New Year was fun except for the discomfort of not feeling well.

19th Feb (Mon)

Has Chinese New Year celebration at my house. My house was crowded with all my cousins & relatives. Anyway, win some money... =)

2007-02-06T05:37:00.000-08:00

I know i have been missing for more than a month... =)

Time seems to be flying off... Now it's already February and less than a month time will graduate... Since the start of 2007, I have been very busy with projects and work. Tight datelines plus challenges in the projects added on to the stress. Now all the projects are submitted, and presentations done except for International Business project. I believe this last project is also the last chance for me to work together with my poly mates before we graduate... Now, was facing with a decision on whether to continue with studies or stepping into the working world. Haiz...

Anyway was surprised to get the TEP Group award, and i believe the team i worked together with was an excellent one.

Other than busy with projects and work, i attended one of my sec friend's 21st birthday, and i would said this gave a chance for me to meet many of my sec friends, and was glad that most of them are doing fine.

I think was quite lucky to meet one of my long time friend since childhood days, and meeting her really bring me back to the days where we really enjoy each other accompany. The joy & laughter we had was really memorable, and i will kept it deep down in my heart. I believe it's fate that brought us together.

Now, other than looking forward to Chinese New Year, there are also exams to come!!! Although i really hate it, i know it's part of school life. So there's no choice but to accept it. =(

2006-12-31T10:50:00.000-08:00

I would said 2006 is a year that I experienced a so called “roller coaster” ride with many ups and down, as well as parting and reunion. I believe all these are part and parcel of life, and most importantly, along the way, whatever I have been through, had been a learning journey for me.

Looking back, I think 2006 had been kind to me although I had been through a difficult period. I believe the happiness as well as the wonderful memories that I have with me, is more than enough to compensate the difficult period I have been through.

I admit 2006 had been a busy year for me, and I knew I somehow neglected friends, families & loved ones. I dare not said 2006 did not leave me with any regrets; however I learnt the importance of cherish those people around me.

For 2006, I had been through & accomplished a few things which I would say I’m proud of, and the outcome I believe will definitely help me for a long way to go.

Last but not least, is to bid good bye to 2006 and welcome 2007.

2007, I believe will be a new phrase for me whether I continue my studies in Uni or stepping into the working world. Whatever it is, I hope 2007 will be a fulfilling year for me.

2006-12-25T23:25:00.000-08:00

24th Dec
Spent my Christmas at home, cause already make my mind to make myself free on that day. It was a somehow a last minute decision to hold a party at home. Anyway my parents together with my uncle and aunt decided it. All my realtives together with all my cousins came, and the whole house was so crowded. Nevertheless, all of us enjoyed ourselves.

It was somehow a surprise to me when my parents together with my uncle and aunt wanted to hold a party at home. I would said they don't like to hold a party at home and so do my maid. I think the last time we hold a party at home was my nephew's first month.

Anyway i think the party was overall a successful one and also a chance for us to get together.

25th Dec
I was free on that day so was at home in the morning helping my maid to tidy up the house cause yesterday my cousins came and the whole house was in the mess especially the living hall. In the afternoon I was back at work. Went for my friend's wedding dinner with dear at night.

26th Dec
Was back at my usual routine... I hate it but was left with no choice....

2006-12-22T07:58:00.000-08:00

Wonderful memories is already enough to last me a lifetime...

Today is Yuelutide and there is "tang yuan" to eat. =)

2006-12-19T01:50:00.000-08:00

December seems to be a raining seasons and a good time to stay in bed the whole day. I really hope to be able to do that but i seems to have never ending work to do that deprive me of doing that. =(

Was out just now to get things done in the afternoon, but was damm angry by the flood due to the heavy rain. Car was so muddy now and what made it worst was the fact that i have to get it repair cause the flood made the car parts wet and was not functioning now. No car to drive now... anyway i will not be using it for this week.

Hey Cheryl, cannot get u. Call me back when u see this msg. Both of us will be attending ur wedding on 25th dec, however not sure whether can lend u the car a not. Anyway, ask my dad already, he agreed to lend u his car if mine is not fixed b4 24th dec.

2006-12-18T00:12:00.000-08:00

Been receiving a lot of complaints from friends that i have not been updating my blog. =( Anyway, nothing much happen recently, just that i have been too busy lately with my work as well as school projects that rob me of my time to sleep, so where can i even have the time to blog? What make me more irritated was the fact that my laptop seems to go against me.

I think my term break will be spent on doing my work as well as projects so i decided not to go overseas until i finish this semester. Thinking back, i feel that time seems to pass quickly, and my 3 years of poly life is going to end in like less than 3 months time. I have not decided whether to further my studies, but most probably i will made the decision in end January. I believe that whether if i further my studies or working, there will always be pros and cons in the decision i made. So for the time being, i will take a step at a time.

However, this term break i believe i will also enjoy myself during christmas eve (provided there is ppl planning it) and also on the 31st December 2006.

2006-11-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

Yup... I'm back to blog after missing for like about 1 month. Time seems to pass so quickly and my about 3 months term break is going to end soon. At least this term break gave me a chance to do what i want and at the same time i can gave myself a break from going overseas. School will start on 13 nov, and this will be the last semester. =)

Been to Vivo city on sat morning, and it is a nice place. The place is good for photo taking. It is in fact recommended by the studio that we take the group photo as well as the video there and the outcome really satisfied us.

So nice of my cousin to bring the cake all the way to my house. The cake was damm beautiful and nice!!!

The one that i like was this cute packaging of the cake. Specially post this picture up. =)

2006-10-10T01:25:00.000-07:00

Been really busy getting all the things done. Anyway was happy today cos my piano result was out and what i can said is my effort was being recognised. =)

I will be away again on the 13 oct and will be back on the 17 oct.
Will be meeting my friends for dinner on the 18th oct.

Yesterday went out with Dear and again brought a globe puzzle. In fact we are deciding whether to buy it because we felt that it's damm expensive and it may not be worth it. End up we brought it because the sales assistant was too good that he actually convinced us to buy it.

Can anyone tell me if it's worth paying $60 for this 240 pieces globe puzzle?

The diameter is only 15.2 cm. I have not done the puzzle yet but from the diagram on the box i believe the completed globe puzzle will be attractive. =)

I will post the pic of the completed globe puzzle after i have done it.

2006-09-30T03:33:00.000-07:00

Really really sad today.

I believe that certain things are beyond our control. We have to accept it. But why must there be people out there who promise me and told me that " i see what i can do" and end up never get anything done and i'm the one who suffer.

2006-09-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

Been back on the 22nd Sept. Anyway been there for only 3 weeks and i felt that time really past very fast when i was in Canada. Whatever it is, i really enjoy the time spent over there. Suppose to come back in October, but many things waiting for me to do and my music exam is coming up in the 1st week of october thus i'm left with no choice. I'm stress now with the music exam as well as the pile of work i have to do. Really hope it will be over soon, and i look forward to going Hokkaido in the 3rd week of october.

Nothing much really happened since i'm back from Canada. As usual, going back to Daddy's company and preparing for my music exam.

* Those who call and email me
For the past few weeks, i received many calls and emails wishing for my grandmother good health. I'm really touched for the care and concern that ur shown me. She is in stable condition now and we hope things will get better.

2006-09-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

Exam results are out. What i can said is i'm not very satisfied with this results, and my GPA was pulled down a bit. I think i have to work very hard for the last semester in order to have a GPA of more than 3.5.

Anyway many things are waiting for me to be done during the month of sept and oct so i think i'm gonna stress again. Many things will happen during the month of october for me, but i think i will just let nature takes it course, whatever will be will be.

For the past 1 week, i have been through the downside of life, and i have seen people who are willing to help and people who walk away. What i want to said is i really wanna thank all those who helped me along the way. The continuous encouragement and support really made a difference to me.

2006-09-09T21:23:00.000-07:00

Been quite a long time since i last blog. It's not that i'm busy, is just that i'm too lazy to blog. Anyway i think i will come back to singapore at the last week of sept, cos there is quite a lot of things waiting for me to complete. A bit unhappy about it, cos was in Canada for only 3 weeks. Haiz... really hope can stay longer in Canada, cos i really miss almost everything in Canada. =(

*For Shelia, Hey girl, i can't contact u cos i lost ur phone no. I know u read my blog so just to let u know the company i'm working in Canada now have branches in singapore. They have offered me a position in Singapore and i maybe accepting their request to work for them in Singapore when i come back at the end of sept. Please call me back as soon as possible. Thanks. =)

2006-09-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

I am now in Canada. Words really cannot express the happiness that i am experiencing now. It's been a long time since i went back. The moment i step into the house i really have the feeling that i'm back home. Although i have not recover from my sprained hand and fever, i believe the happiness far outweights the pain that i have to bear due to my sprained hand and the stubbon fever that doesn't seems to go away. (But i'm better now compared to a few days ago)

I really like the feeling of going back to Canada everytime. Life here seems to be a bit more carefree and less stressful compared to when i'm back in singapore. It maybe due to the fact that i cannot let go of the piles of never ending work when i'm in singapore, and that maybe where the stress comes from.

Anyway the moment i reach Canada, the first thing i went to was the orphange home. I'm really touch that the kids there still remember Dear & i because the last time we went was like about 1.5 years ago. What i like about them is that they never fail to bring joy & laughter to us whenever we are there.

Whenever i saw the kids in the orphange home, i really feel sad for them. They grow up in an environment that lacks the love and care that they need, and i don't think that life is fair to them. Some of them really suffer from illness, and they are fighting and going through the journey themselves.

The kids have really been through a lot of hardship since a young age, so Dear & i sincerely hope that they will be able to see the rainbow after the rain.

2006-08-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

Wah... was so happy with having a long holiday. But why must my holiday start with me being sick all the time? Today was experiencing a very very bad headache and high fever that i don't even have the strength to get out of the bed. Was in my bed sleeping the whole day doing nothing except going to see doctor for an injection and came back and continue sleeping.

Luckly Dear was free to be able to drive me to see a doctor, if not i will have a hard time today going to see a doctor on my own. The only thing maybe i can be glad about is that my sore eye is not that bad compared to yesterday. I think my hand didn't get any better, was still the same.=(

I tink i will blog some other day cos i want to continue to sleep now.

2006-08-29T00:50:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh... woke up today, was shocked. Look into the mirror and saw that my eyes was red & swollen!!! Scarry... so went to see a doctor. Oh well, i was not allow to wear contact lens for at least 2 weeks. The doctor told me it was infection which may or may not due to contact lens..... As usual the doctor gave me 3 bottles of eye drop which i have to use every 3 hour. So for the time being have to wear spects. =(

I tink i'm traumatized by the accident yesterday. I seems to fear to drive now. Looks like i have been contributing to doctor's income recently. Hope my eyes & hand is well after 1 week...

Anyway tonight was suppose to go Devil's Bar to celebrate one of my friend's birthday. With my swollen eyes and i look a bit handicapped now, Dear suggested i give it a miss. So i tink i will watch VCD today at home at the same time i can also rest since i am tired also. I tink this will be a better way in case my swollen eyes get worst and with the bandaged hand i look more like a handicapped so as what Dear said just now, even if i go i will not enjoy also. What i can do now is to stay at home & wait for Dear to serve me.=)

2006-08-28T01:53:00.000-07:00

Recently, Daddy had been finding a new car for me as the 3 years old car that I am driving was not functioning well and the car had an accident before and till now daddy is not quite satisfied with the repairing work after the accident. So for the time being, I will be driving Daddy new car.

Anyway, I met with an accident yesterday while driving Daddy new car. This accident really let me felt the love that Daddy had for me. I know Daddy loves his new car a lot and would not let people drive it. Even when he drives, he is extremely carefully.

Since the accident yesterday, Daddy never even scold me, instead he pushed the blame to himself saying that it was his fault for not finding a new car for me, and end up I have to force myself to use his car and suffer. Anyway Daddy has to fork out $5000 to the other party since I was at fault. I sprained my left hand after the accident, and later at night Daddy told me that he was sad that I have to suffer the pain in my left hand because of the accident.

This morning, saw Daddy, so went up to him and told him that I am sorry.
Daddy never said anything except answering me "If there is a choice between choosing the car or you in an accident, I will choose you because you are more precious to me than my car, don be silly girl, I never blame you at all."

What daddy has told me this morning will always remain in my heart forever. I know there will always be a person who will always loved me wholeheartedly, and i will always have a place in his heart.

2006-08-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

Been a long time since i last blog. Been too busy recently on my semestral exam. Nothing much happen recently. Anyway exams is over now, and i getting my 3 months holidays. I have not had holidays for the past 1.5 years. This holiday i would said is the holiday i long await for.

Although we only have 3 papers out of 6 modules for this semester, i would said all the modules are ok. I'm fine with all the exams except for investment module. I really hope i can make it for this module after taking the exam. I really cannot believe that this module is more on theory based rather than calculatons. No matter how i choose the questions, all of them seems out to kill me. I really have no confidence for this module.

Received a news from my friend that one of our secondary school friend's father had past away. Was quite shocked when my friend told me and i think was sad to lost both parents since such a young age. I believe he had been through a lot, and i really hope he's ok. Been with him throughout my secondary school years, and what i would said is he's a nice guy.

Today suppose to spent time with Dear at Mount Faber to celebrate. However, we have to cancel the dinner and make it on saturday cos Dear cannot return back to singapore in time. Anyway, later will be going to airport to fetch Dear. =)

Anyway was out tonight with shuping, eiko, jeff, ren qiang, chee wei, Des Lai, Des Tan after exam for dinner @ Chomp Chomp. Food was alright there. Cannot find any food/thing unique there, except that their sugar cane drink was super huge. Anyway wanna thank Chee wei and Des Tan cos they paid for the taxi fare and refuse to collect back from us (me & eiko).

Now the exam is over, and i'm busy with my music portfolio. Anyway i'm finding the music for "Winter Sonata". Can anyone tell me where to get the music without the song? (means just music)

2006-08-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

Time seems to pass faster this week. Maybe because there is a holiday. Thursday was already sick, but what makes it worst is with the report writing tutor. Not going to talk too much about the tutor, but what i can said is she's the worst tutor i ever had. Thanks goodness that yesterday was the last lesson with her. Glad that i don't have to face her anymore.The fact that i love friday maybe because there is no school. But today the feeling is different because saturday have to go back to school for Entrepreneurship Day Presentation, and i think that explain why i'm not really in a mood to relax and rest. Anyway i'm sick today and went down to hospital for an injection to bring down my fever. This is the 2nd injection that i have for this week. Really feeling very weak now. Tomorrow still have to make a presentation for Entrepreneurship Day, so really hope that everything goes well.

2006-08-08T04:22:00.000-07:00

This poem is given to me by my friend,and i think is quite meaningful so thinking of sharing it....

If Life is a gift............................accept it.
If Life is an adventure...........dare it.
If Life is a mystery.................unfold it.
If LIfe is a game.......................play it.
If Life is a struggle..................face it.
If Life is beauty.......................praise it.
If Life is a puzzle.....................solve it.
If Life is an opportunity.......take it.
If Life is sorrowful.................experience it.
If Life is a song.........................sing it.
If Life is a goal.........................achieve it.
If Life is a mission..................fulfill it.

2006-08-07T07:32:00.000-07:00

Last week was the deadline of many projects and every night i was left with only 2 hours of sleep at most. That's explains why i have not been having enough sleep for the whole of last week including weekends with some family problems to attend to.

Finally this week was here. Submitted CRM project + presentation and this also marks the end of all the projects for this semester, except entrepreneurship Day presentation coming this saturday.

Semestral exam are coming and this is what i hate most. Anyway i'm looking for the end of the exam , so that at least i can give myself a break.

Been receiving the same questions from most of my friends asking me if i'm able to cope with the problems i'm facing now. For those who are concern, just wanna let u know i will try to live life as it is and i believe time will heal everything.

Before i forget, i really wanna thank all those people who have been by my side helping me throughout this difficult period. The encouragement and support from all of you really gave me the courage to carry on.

2006-07-29T00:04:00.000-07:00

Camping @ Rebecca house for the whole night was the worst & happening camping i ever gone to. All 5 of us were very tired in the morning. So what we have done for the whole nite.

8.30pm-11.30pm Before we start our meeting, we brought dinner to rebeccca's house and ate there. Anyway the meeting suppose to start at 8.30pm, however it never started until 11.30pm.

11.30pm-1215am When we are all focus on our project at 11.30pm, something interesting happened. Jeff spotted a BIG BIG cockroach. The noise that we made is already loud enough to wake her family members up on the 2nd floor. So we spent time catching the BIG BIG cockroach.It's challenging catching it. Not easy ok. Ya before i forget, Jeff is the murderer of the cockroach and also another insect.

12.15am- 2.30am After the catching is done, we finally start our project. We decided to eat tidbits, discuss and do the report. (As usual, while discussing project, we discuss other things)

2.30am- 3.30am After that, rebecca and i start to watch SCV, jeff start to sleep, Avia start to blog and later sleep, Lancaster was the only hardworking one to collate the report but he also join us later to watch ending part of the programme showing on SCV. At this part, we finally finished the marketing Plan part.

3.30am- 4.30am Jeff just woke up from sleep. Avia took over his place to sleep. Rebecca, jeff and i went to the kitchen to find the whatever that can use to steam/cook the 12 hotdog. We gave up when we cannot find since Rebecca don't even know where it is. Lancaster finally announced that we are going on to do another part of the project which is the operational Plan.

4.30am -5.30am We started on the operational plan, Lancaster collating all the things that we have done and sent him. We also decided on the post of the organisation chart & management team. Thanks to rebecca's maid, we have our breakfast. =)

5.30am -6.15am we take over the laptop from Lancaster to do the manpower requirements and we finally finish the operational plan while Lancaster went to sleep. We decided to wake him up to start the financial Plans. It took us a long time to wake him up and when he finally wake up, we noticed that he actually have done part of the financial plans at home, so we decided to do the rest of the financial plans on monday. That makes the end of our project camping at Rebecca's house.

Thanks to the module"entrepreneurship" that makes up so tired.
*As for the uploading of the photos, maybe have to wait for rebecca to sent me or i will ask her to post it on her blog.

2006-07-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

Haiz... Been losting things recently. Quite sad today cos i found out that i lost a pendant. Is one of my favourite. I think i lost it in Daddy's car. Hope my maid can find it. Trust me, i will never be happy until i found the pendant. =(

Anyway very angry today. When i went back home just now, notice that one of the bear was missing from my room. I found out from my maid that it was my Mummy's friend who bring her daughter here, and her daughter wanted it and she cried when my mom said cannot. So my mom had no choice but to give her.

Anyway my mum get a scolding from me. I'm not being a unreasonable here, but this completed set of bears is given to me by my boyfriend on a special day. So whatever it is, i'm going to get it back from her tomorrow and also to give her daughter a scolding for jumping on my bed which i hate the most.

2006-07-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

Been a long time since i last blog. Nothing interesting happened to me recently. Most of them are unhappy experience i would said. Anyway not going to elaborate on it. I will not be in Singapore from 21 July and will be back on 24th July. This trip is a stressful trip to me and there are tight datelines i have to adhere to. How i wish i don't have to go for this trip, however i understand certain things are not always up to us to decide.

I really hate the feeling of people leaving my side especially family members and loved ones. Sometimes when i need the care and concern, someone to talk to or people to share my problems, it really brings backs all my sad memories and i can't help but miss them. How i wish i could turn back the clock and erase the regret that i have.

I know the problems that i'm facing now will not be able to solve over night. Whatever it is, i really hope miracles do happen.

2006-07-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

Darkness falls upon me.

Where is the sun that will brighten my life?

Maybe life has its ups and down,

I really hope what comes down will eventually goes up again.

2006-07-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

Sad, Sad, Sad…

I’m getting more and more pessimistic.

Anyway we get back 2 ICAs results today.

Effective report writing result was all right I’m fine with it but I’m disappointed in the sense that we put in effort and result was not what we want.

General Insurance result was a disappointment although I manage to so call pass.

What will be my result for this semester? I really don’t dare to think. Anyway mummy had not been asking about my results for quite some time. If she going to ask me now, I will show/let her my result up till now ONLY.

If she’s going to ask me after this semester results are out… I think I will not let her know how I did for this semester, cos with her high expectations for me, I believe she will KILL me.

2006-07-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

I brought my grandmother to the hospital because she was very sick. At first I decided to call the ambulance, but my maid and I felt that it will take the ambulance quite a while to reach my house, thus I decided to drive her there on my own. There are people out there who are very selfish and they only think about themselves. Because I need to carry her out from my car so I need to park at a space that has 2 empty lots side by side. After I parked my car and while I was trying to carry my grandmother out the car, the other car‘s owner horned at me indicating to me to move away the wheel chair so that he can park his car beside my car. Can’t he see that I was trying very hard to carry my grandmother and they are empty parking space? Why can’t he park his car a few lots away from me and walk a few more steps to his destination? Will he died from walking a few more steps?

2006-07-08T10:57:00.000-07:00

I felt that singapore is really very small. On friday I went down to Central Plaza @ Tiong Bahru to get something done. After that i decided to wait at Tiong Bahru Plaza for my cousin to come and drive me. While waiting i actually saw Lancaster. Then we started to talk. This is one of the question i asked Lancaster.

Me: Is she late or are u early?
Lancaster: Oh is i early...
Me: Wah... When u meet us for project u will always be late, then when u meet her u can be early?

So for my team members i tink your will understand why i highlight this part of our conversation. =)

2006-07-06T09:54:00.000-07:00

I just look at my blog and noticed that i seems to update my blog only once a week. Sometimes it just that i'm too lazy to update it. Anyway for this week nothing much happened- as usual going to school, doing projects, going to daddy's company etc. Most projects going to due soon and this means i will have tons & tons of work to do. Anyway, IBRC is going to be my next home. I have been there almost everyday staying there for hours. Now i really hate thursday. I beginning to hate effective report writing not because i did not do well for the modules but because of the tutor. She getting more and more irritating and i cannot stand the sight of her! Then when we went for GI tutorial our PEM who is also our GI tutor start to scold the whole class again. So for the whole day, our class had been scolded by 2 tutors.

My Terrible Thursday

2006-06-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

Thursday was a terrible day. My left eye was painful for the whole day. That's why wear spects to school. Lesson ended 2 hours earlier at 4pm so headed down to see the doctor. I'm not sure wat eyes drops the doctor prescribed me, anyway my left eye was red after using the eye drop the doctor prescribed me. Was already very tired and suffering with the pain in my left eye. What added on to my pain was the effective report writing tutorial with the irritating tutor. She was suppose to return us back our ica and wat she did was took a long time to wrote our mistakes on the whiteboard while in the lab lesson and stop once in a while to scold us. Can u imagine being with her for 3 hours? Anyway was satisfied with the effective report writing ica result.=) I was always happy when it comes to friday. No lesson on friday!!!

If i was given the chance again....

2006-06-24T00:44:00.000-07:00

My 2 weeks term break going to end soon. I find that the school is being unfair to us in the way that even though is our term break we have to go back to school as usual to do the tons of projects that are given to us. The school is torturing us.... We don't even have any break or holiday for the past 1 year.=(

For this 2 weeks term break i have been going to school everyday and what i wanted to say is i'm very tired already. There are many things happened this week no matter is work related or at home.

This week have been a difficult week for me especially on the matter on the passing of my great grandfather. My great grandfather loves me and gave me the best. He always stand by me and support me in whatever decision i made. He is the one who always without fail, call me at night asking me not to stay in the office too late, and to go back and rest early even though he is sick.

When i last visited him a few days ago, he told me his wish is to see me finish my education, and having a career that i enjoy doing. He is the only one who support me in my decision of not wanting to work in Daddy's company.

There are many things that i wanted to tell him and there are things that i promise and have not done for him. I regreted not spending time with him due to work & school commitments. Whatever it is, i will always remember his last words to me, and the care & concern he showered on me throughout the years.

Thank you...

2006-06-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my friend's wedding dinner. Oh gosh... I noticed that i have not updated my blog for the past one week. Nothing much happened for the past one week. As usual going to daddy's company and meeting team members to get all my projects done. Most of the projects have to submit after the term break and i'm gonna go mad. IPP results was out this week. Was very happy with my IPP result. Anyway had dinner with my IPP company staff on friday. What i would said is i'm very lucky to get this company and had a chance to work with all the wonderful staff there. Although i wanted to get into the banking industry for my IPP attachment at first, sometimes when i think back, i believe is a blessing that the school post me into this company. Anyway wanna thanks the company staff like Raba'ah, kat , jessie, say bian etc who really help me throughout my 3 months attachment in Aviva. With wonderful staff, working in Aviva is an enjoyable experience.

My 3D Globe Puzzle

2006-06-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

Went Marina Square today and happen to saw jigsaw Puzzle World so went in & brought myself a 3D globe puzzle. I did the puzzle immediatedly i went back to Daddy's office. Anyway Daddy comment on the puzzle saying it was too expensive & he felt that i got nothing better to do. Whatever it is, i finish doing the puzzle! =)

Congratulations...

2006-06-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

Had 2 icas on Monday- CRM & Investment. Even b4 the result are out, i can predict i will either fail or never do well for my investment. CRM ica was alright. Anyway monday was very slack. Today wake up very early and it's all thanks to my friend. My friend registered her marriage today and most importantly she is lucky to get the date-06/06/06. I would described her wedding today as a memorable one. They indeed put in a lot of effort and the whole place was really like a castle. Is one of the nicest wedding i been to i would said. Really look forward to their wedding dinner on 10 June.

I'm going to be broke soon...

2006-06-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

Friday nite went clubbing with my group of friends. Been a long time since i went clubbing. I love to go clubbing with my usual group of friends, however i regret to said that sometimes i'm just too busy to find time to go out. Anyway i decided to went out last nite not only to vent my anger but also i tink something to be happy about. My group of friends never fail to surprise me whenever i go out with them. Anyway yesterday went out wif my group of friends and received my 4th weeding invitation card. For the month of June, i have 4 wedding dinner to attend. Out of the 4 wedding invitation, 3 of them are from my secondary school friends. When i receive the wedding invitation card it makes me wonder why all of them decided to married right after their poly or JC.( for those who are thinking, it's not shot gun anyway) I'm will go broke if i receive further invitation card. Wanted to say "SORRY" to dear as he has to cancel all his appointment with his friends to accompany me for all the wedding dinner. =(

I learnt a lesson !

2006-06-01T04:26:00.000-07:00

Sort of pissed off today... i really really hate backstabber. Sometimes when u do nothing when u know u are able to help, people said u only care about yourself. When u help them, not only are they ungrateful but they backstabbed you. Sometimes it just doesn't pay to be kind!

I'm sorry... my little darling...

2006-05-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

Been very busy lately and today i get to notice something. Lesson end at 6 and i decided to went back home and headed to the company & hospital after that. Went back home and see something so touching. Saw my cousin bringing her son to my house. Her son whom i call little darling is the one which i pampered the most. Today little darling saw me and the first thing he did was to run to me and hug me, at the same time he asked me when will i ever be free to carry him before he grows up. Anyway my little darling is only 3 years old. Can u imagine a 3 years old told me this? After hearing what little darling said, i tend to notice that i have been too busy with all my work commitments that i somehow neglect certain things in life.

what an irritating day!!!

2006-05-22T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today was a long day at school...... from 9am to 8pm. Capital market & financial ica was ok to me. A bit irritated by the investment tutor. She seems to like to call my name to answer questions. Can you imagine the tutorial start at 3pm, at that point of time i was like very tired and did not listen to what she was saying, and suddenly she call your name to answer question. Can you imagine how pissed off i was. I did the tutorial and i get the right answer so i tend not to listen to her when i know my answer was right. Investment lecture after that was a waste of time. The whole lecture was used to introduce a game. Overall, what i can said is i get very irritated with the module investment.

Especially to Shireen

2006-05-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

Received a letter today & i'm surprised. Open the envelope & found a wedding invitation card inviting dear & i. What really surprised me was the fact that the wedding invitation was from one of our long time friend whom we had not met up for a long time due to our busy schedule.

Anyway Shireen if u happen to read my blog, Firstly CONGRATULATIONS!!! We are looking forward to ur big day.

Why is there never ending work....

2006-05-16T06:07:00.000-07:00

Been very busy this few days. As usual travelling to and fro from hospital, busy with all the stuff in Daddy's company. Projects & ICA are coming up soon. Tomorrow will be the presentation for Entrepreneurship Project. Proposal to be submit next week. Wahhhh.... there are many many things piling up. What i can said is i'm very tired with all the things that have been happening whether it's at home or at work. Sometimes certain things are just not beyond your control. If given the chance to made the decision all over again, I really wish i have not made the decision in the first place. It's really painful to see loved ones suffering.

Vesak Day

2006-05-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

Holiday today but have to wake up at 6am. As usual very tired. There are tons & tons of work to be done. Why is there always endless work to be done? =(
It's Vesak Day today so went to the temple to pray. Please don't assumed that i go to pray only on Vesak Day. Was out the whole day with all my cousins as well as my brother buying gifts for Mother's Day. Brought a pendent from Tiffiny & Co for mummy. Not going to reveal the price but i shared it with my brother as well as Daddy. Daddy told us that mummy loves the pendant and since Daddy said going to share the cost with my brother and i so we don't have to think so much on wat to give on mother's Day. No need to said, Daddy is of cost the one paying more than half of the cost and the rest is shared by my brother and i. We have got other things to buy but Daddy suggested this idea to us so we agree, moreover Daddy agree to sponsor us. Was not feeling well today and restless the whole day.

My favourite place

2006-05-11T05:21:00.000-07:00

Wednesday lesson end at 1pm. Went to hospital and back home to rest after that. Went to Music Dreamer with dear in the evening. Music Dreamer is one of my favourite place i will go to if i have the time i would said. After that as usual went back to Daddy's Company to help out and was back home at around 3am. Thursday lesson starts at 12noon and end at 6pm. I really hate thursday not because i hate going to school but the effective writing tutor. Out of all the modules for this semester, i really hate the module on effective writing. The tutor was very boring throughout the whole lesson and what makes it worst is the lesson was 3 hours long. Mother's Day coming soon and will be celebrating on saturday. Daddy & mummy will be leaving Singapore on Sunday and that means i will be busy after that and with my grandmother to look after also. Mother's Day this year will be especially meaningful for us.

My transit in Bangkok....

2006-05-08T18:19:00.000-07:00

i intend to come back to singapore immediatedly i get things done in Canada. However Daddy ask me to transit in Bangkok to help him get something done. I agreed so that Daddy will not have to go on his own thus have more time for my grandmother. My stay in Bangkok for 2 days wasn't a good one i would say. For the 2 days was going all over Bangkok to find that particular medicine that my grandmother need in the end thanks god i found it. Another thing that made me pissed off in Bangkok was when i sign an agreement on Daddy behalf. The Thai thinks that by speaking their own language i would not understand. But thay are wrong because thanks to Daddy i have been travelling to thailand with him many times when i was young while he was on business trips so i can speak & uderstand thai language. Anyway end up they lose and give in to me. The other thing that made me angry is the hotel that i stay in. I stay in a 4 star hotel and it is 43th story high. I was thinking that a 4 star hotel will not be that bad to stay after all and the hotel is a suite hotel which means that every room u book have a living room as well as a bedroom. I did not notice until i book the room and i need to take the lift up to my room which is on the 33th floor. Can u imagine the hotel only have 2 lifts to serve 43 floors and i have to take 30 minutes just to wait for the lift to get up or down. By the way many people complain about the lift and the hotel is building another 2 lifts but will only be ready next month. Was not in school for the first week. Went back to school on Monday and was quite happy that i am able to catch up with my work. This semester should not be that back after all. Modules like general insurance, customer service management are those that i like i would say. Lecturers and tutor for this 2 modules really made their lesson interesting.

For the past one week...

2006-05-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

Went to Canada... will not elaborate why i go there and what i did. Anyway is just to get urgent things done. Will be leaving Canada tomorrow. My plane will transit in Bangkok thus will stay in Bangkok for 2 days. Going to Bangkok is just to get medicine for my grand mother. I will stop for now will update maybe tomorrow. =)